This share is part of the Return of the Sistra’s foundation, a path of alchemical and elemental embodiment with the Earth. The Return of the Sistra restores resonant continuity between Earth and body, time and memory.

The Return of the Sistra path works with Cisterns of Origin, reservoirs of time and memory stored in the waters of life below, deep in the grid and the Earth.

Part of my purpose and that of the Sistra’s is working towards coherence of time and memory, of Origin.

But what do I mean when I use these phrases?

I have mentioned it briefly before in other Sistra transmissions; let’s get into a few more details.

These are remembrances and concepts that will always evolve, and more knowings will be revealed in time as the work continues.

Knowing of Memory

Memory is such a fascinating topic to me, I don’t mean neurologically or scientifically, but intuitively.

I am a trained and practiced past-life regressionist, and I have strong memories of other lives, timelines without ever being hypnotized. Memories I feel I accessed as a child, but I thought I was creating movie sequences, stories, or the like through imagination. Which is sometimes true, but looking back, I see specifics now as remembrances of other lifetimes.

I have often compared myself to an Elephant that always remembers the water. Having a strong and accurate ability to recall in this life.

Memory, to me, to put it hermetically, is mind in motion.

Mind in body, moving through choices of experience. Creating records, and timing and rhythm.

It is the story of what was experienced, the growth, the trauma, the full spectrum of the experience.

In this life and all lives.

It is processed, retrieved, and perceived through the mind, but it also lives and is felt in the body, the fascia, the womb, and the bones.

And it lives in the multidimensional stellar consciousness of all beings and the soul in union with all parts of time and memory.

Sounds like a lot, right?

Memory in You

There are layers of memory that you can perceive, learn, and re-member from.

Personal
Collective
Planetary
Archetypal
Universal

Some of these types are part of each other, but I want to lay them out this way for some reason.

Accessing these different layers of multidimensional memory is one of the trickiest things for most psychics to discern.

Personal memory is your memory of this life, memories of other lives your soul has experienced and grown through, and resonant memories that you should embody for your chosen path in this life. Meaning, you can easily embody them, express from this knowing, and create with the gifts of the memory.

You may remember other lives or soul threads that your soul, or oversoul field, did experience to learn a lesson, or close loops of fear and trauma, but sometimes those past life memories, viewing can also be:

Archetypal or Collective.

Archetypal memories are symbols, stories, and roles that have been so curated across cultures that they have become part of our subconscious and unconscious reality of understanding.

It is how we automatically associate a specific energy of common fragments, a story, or a role of self to locate it within ourselves. They make forces, motion, and principles of the universe felt and translated, but not fully true expressions.

Collective memory can be planetary, lineage-based, or universal, but it tells us where that collective is as a species, lineage, or being through shared evolution and experiences.

Not all memory is something you recall through visions or recollection of linear events; it can be felt or just known.

Memory of Origin

Fundamentally, Memory of Origin is the memory of the true lived experience, what actually happened from creation to expression through cosmic time without distortion.

Not all memory is memory of origin; most of what is accessed from multidimensional levels on Earth, I would say, is not.

And we certainly do not from a historical documentation perspective.

They have layers of it, pieces of it, but not the whole of it.

So what are we accessing from the psychic or intuitive level?

Well, throughout time, the stories, the myth, the archetypes that we share over and over, and even the gossip, the perception of the story - that is memory.

Think of it like a cosmic game of telephone.

Our history and collective memory and rhythm of time was fractured many times, separated from the heart, so many of us forgot how to feel truth as resonance, how to perceive without layers of filters due to survival, fear, and intentional rewriting.

These stories created a record, an energetic timeline stream.

The perception of people witnessing a lived story of someone like Yeshua and Mary, they saw them walking through their villages, they gossiped and told stories of their perception.

These stories created a record, an energetic timeline stream.

A timeline not actually lived, or embodied, but a memory of something that was not.

I won’t get into all the ways that this can happen, but can you imagine just how much information has been “uploaded” as memory of unembodied time.

But this memory can still help us return, even if they weren’t fully embodied.

And I know some were laid as clues, as symbols to help us put the puzzle together.

Like I said, there are pieces of the truth in these, pieces of the lessons, the meaning. Pieces of Origin.

Intuitively, you cannot access a memory, a record of a timeline, or information of the universe unless you are in resonance with it. (unless you blow past your own energetic boundaries, but that is another issue)

I see it as like scaffolded access, as your resonance expands, or changes, so too does the memory you have access to. The same is true for collective and planetary.

We weren’t always ready to access the return of Origin streams. We had to move through the labyrinth of time & mind, to return, collecting and discerning the puzzle pieces, to be able to fully stand in the midst of the full Circle.

I don’t listen to any channelers or psychics regularly, but I have only heard one channeler ever mention something related to this understanding in regard to topics she won’t channel because of collective distortions. Which is partly the distorted stories that were told, creating an egregore or many many archetypal personas, and the number of channelers that do try to share stories from it, not coming fully from their own wholeness or heart, contributing to a collective veil of perception.

So, the memory of origin is the story of the lived, embodied experience. The memory of our true evolution.

For the Sistra, Memory of Origin for the Earth, is Earth’s true embodiment. Her true pulse, rhythm and power as a mother. Her full field of co-creation remembered, felt and flowing, AND how we move with her.

Standing in the midst of Earth’s true resonance, memory is the key to understanding our own.

Coherence of Time and Memory

Mind, Heart, Body
Space, Time, Memory

There is a reason the apple is such a common symbol in mythology.

Often used to represent a mirrored principle, many throughout time, but let’s go back to the story of Adam & Eve, where it represents a fragmentation, a fall.

And in some other traditions, it represents vitality, wholeness and cycles of life.

The shape of an apple also mirrors Einstein’s models of space-time, gravity, and the toroidal field of your body.

Fall of Fragmentation → Wholeness → Toroid

I use this to bridge the knowing that space-time is fragmented, that the toroid structure of Earth, and your body, is fragmented - not everyone’s because you can restore the origin template when you are in resonance with it.

This is forming a rupture with time, time of Origin, time of the Heart within your body, your relationship to the Earth, and Earth’s relations with space-time, and the cosmos.

It’s where a spark, a current of the heart, was lost, the bridge that pulls it all into coherence.

This is the missing 1/14th, the 14th Harmonic or the missing ion.

The Lost Mother, who is returned as the One Mother at the Heart.

It isn’t missing anymore, not in the cosmos, not at the heart of the One but we are still expressing and creating within ourselves the return of the spark of coherence.

Because time ruptured from Space & Memory, from Mind & Body, both tilted and obscured.

The body of Earth was lost from the Heart of the One, the current of continuity between 3-4-5 fragmented without this spark. Containment and obstruction.

Veils of fear, control and separation enshrouded the Earth’s true field, or her light matrix, with an energetic overlay of stagnation between dimensional frequencies.

There are lots of stories around this, lots of truths and lots of confusion.

But what this led to is incoherence of not only space-time, but time and memory. They are deeply intertwined energetically and behaviorally.

If you’ve been around the “awakened” circles a while, you’ve probably heard of the veil of forgetting, right? That when you incarnate on Earth, you can’t take your soul memories with you.

While I feel this is oversimplified and lacking nuance, it is true, but not because you can’t take them with you, but because you fall with every incarnation on Earth.

The separation from the 5th-dimensional heart of Earth’s original resonance, passing through the 4th-dimensional womb and into the 3D world of our awareness, is like shattering the golden apple every time.

To me, incarnating without this veil may not look fully like recalling visually, cognitively, every life you’ve ever had as a soul, but it looks like the coherence of time & memory, feeling Earth’s collective origin and evolution, her time & memory, and your own soul.

Integrating and embodying what you do recall and what aligns with your true will more fluidly.

Carrying with you all your growth, energetic wholeness, and restoration as you move through the world, understanding the Earth’s rhythm and our relationship with her, and carry that forward into all lives you experience as a multidimensional being.

Knowing your wholeness and Oneness of all that is. Your connection with the light of the One above and below.

Coherence of Earth’s Origin

To return to the coherence of Earth’s Origin frequency, we must meet her as she is now.

We must remember the layers of her story as she lived them.

We must feel the pulse that she has inhabited since her fall.

And we must uncover what lies beneath them in the Cisterns of Origin so they can rise.

This allows her to return to the cosmic heart of the One, to the time and space of all.

The Cisterns of Origin, below, holding the true frequency of Earth’s memory,
e-motion, and embodiment of emergence, of creating within her body.

The keys to our relationship with the truth of her being, and the Songs that sing back up into the wider web of the all, restoring the spark of coherence, the spark of the womb-heart axis, and the spark of continuity between time and memory.

By remembering how to meet Earth as a sister, daughter, friend or lover again, and how to co-regulate with her, we remember her truth and her Circle again.

So, the apple no longer falls but moves in the world with vitality and wholeness.

Embodiment of Origin

For this to hold, stabilize, and move with our bodies, work with the 14th harmonic.

We restore the spark of the heart that bridges heart-womb, completing the circuit between mind, heart, body, allowing us to re-member our own Origin, our divine templates of being, and cohere our toroidal field.

We work with the Philosopher’s Stone Embodiment Framework to return the Circle of you, your own body, to become the stone.

This unifies your mind-heart axis, or your Crystalline Mind, with your inner Cauldron or womb-heart axis.

So that the Sistra move with the Earth, held in their own Circle of coherence.

Reestablishing their field to Origin, so that when they connect with the Cisterns of Origin, their temple of body can move the memory through sound, movement, and creation back into the field of becoming.

So we don’t just meet the Earth, we remember to move with her presence through the intelligence of both her form and ours.